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Failue in life :/ Tuesday, May 10, 2011 // 5/10/2011 03:05:00 PM
I am almost blogging everyday, what a no life person am i ?? Tmr is the life day of exams liao Today's date is 10/4/11 liao, Haiz tmr is the 11/5/11 and if nothing have happen this would be our 4 monthsary :'( Like what the title said. i am a failue in life :'( I get more and more Emo after each day, i get less and less hyper and more and more cuts on my arm, i thought before the 11/5/11 i could get you back however i was wrong. I do not even have the skills to bring you back to me, i told you that i see you happy i would be happy however, i am still sad but after each day i get sadder and sadder :'( i realise that and tears are flowing down, Currently you are celebrating the 3RD with him and celebrating with him uh, i just seem to cannot even let you go. I will wait for you but will you be back to be is another questions, I am someone who keeps hurting you which i dun wan but i still did, I am someone who have more BAD points thn good points in me, this days i am being a loner meaning i am going home alone, after sch i am alone, at home i am alone. How i wish it could be like the time that i happen where i can really smile from the heart out but now all you see me is a sad face. Haiz :( Anyway, if anything happens to me or mayb if i DIE thn hope someone will be there to pray me other than my mother, In my blogging history i think this is the longest post i ever post ba. Now is 3.15 how i wish ou will be at my door outside :( haiz Fuck myself, Kenneth is no more Hyper. Edited 4.53pm Girl you have MADE A VERY BIIIIIGGGGGGG impact in my life and I know i did foolish things to disappoint you angry and stuff but i did it cos i am damn fucking sad then i go do those thing, Please understand you were never out of my mind :'( Labels: I Love You and i will be waiting. i dun seem to be able to let you go :/ |
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