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HopeLess me Thursday, May 12, 2011 // 5/12/2011 08:25:00 PM
I am almost updating my blog everyday, POWER. Today I gave you back the ring but it does not mean that i am giving up yet, i will still hang on first, Seeing you so happy with your current Boyf, quite happy for you uh, since you have find your happiness. And i am Fucking jealous, cos is you with a boy so intimate but the boy is not me, :( saddieme, haiz, that life uh. It seem that you have move on with ur life and go with another boy already with like 8 days after we break ba, i am not saying anything bad about you but is just i am so wanting you back i doubt that you wan me back so i shall step back so ur Relationship will be perfect without me this, stupid dumbdumb boy bothering you anymore and i will just disappear if i can and you will not be bothered by me someone who keeps hurting himself, Haiz. Saying so much, I miss you alot siak keep wantin you to come back even dream about u :/ i miss your hug,kisses and most importantly you but i cannot rewind back time. My life is totally in a mess and need time before everything can get back to normal, i already promise that i will not cut myself and i will stop smoking(hopefully) but if to the extend i might just do it so it is something that cannot be avoided, recently i see my blog post quite long uh, idk why but that is how i feel so i am just writing it down, I dun even know whether you read my blog or not, so idk uh haiz, Life SUCKs! amd i am hurting myself without knowing it which is the stupidest thing i ever done uh, Since you can move on i think i can too. You will be celebrating the 3rd and not the 11th anymore :'( In conclusion i will not bother you anymore and will not appear in ur face unless just nice see each other uh, oh btw i realise something, YOU DUN EVEN TALK TO ME ANYMORE!!! Can't we even be friends? haiz, nvm once the time is right i think we will talk but lesser already. Bb everyone Current EmoKia signing off Labels: My feeling has not fade but if i continue to be jealous i think i will |
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